lies my teacher told me
she never told me life would be so bland
my head is empty in thought again
i will never be 10 again
and life its going to kill me
its going to kill me
of that i'm sure
and god has disowned me
she never loved me or so they say
don't you get the picture i paint yet
i'm just scared now
i'm scared of regret
fill my lungs with air so i can sing
songs of struggling
i'm struggling to breathe
you missed me
and i thought you heard me crying in the other room
let's change this soon
my 10 year self is lying dying on the floor
i grew up too soon
and all of these fucked up people living just to die
its wasted life
and i'm scared of all the things i think but never say
it changed me that way
don't you get the picture i paint yet
i'm just scared now i'm scared of regret
fill my lungs with air so i can sing
songs of struggling i'm struggling
to breathe
you missed me
with innocent notions
you rarely smile
and neither do i
don't you get the picture i paint yet
i'm just scared now i'm scared of regret
fill my lungs with air so i can sing
songs of struggling i'm struggling
to breathe
you missed me
credits
from See You In Portland (MI),
released November 13, 2012
drums-chris belanger
bass-karsten kelsey
any lead shreds-dave algrim
violin-eric ash
vocals and guitar-me
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